24th April 2007

day 4 which means over half the first week over now :D and i am doing really well, am quite impressed with myself cos i never thought i could stick to it and feel this positive by now, by day 3 on ll last year i was ready to give up, and this time has been harder due to basically 'student life' of drink and takeaways constantally in my house

I have come to the conclusion that i feel i am more positive this time, because i chose to do it off my own back rather than last time when it was cos i was sick and tired of all my family going on about my weight and then my mam suggesting ll so i did it without really thinking or preparing myself fully. Also last time i feel it was a kind of show, everyone was constantly asking what i was having next etc, or they would go ou the house if they wanted to eat, which done my head in, this time it seems a lot more normal now that i live in student halls cos tbh no one is really that bothered what am eating, although dont get me wrong they do keep asking how i am doing :)

done ok with the water today, had such a stressful day at uni, been given the most ridicoulous amounts of assignments to do, but next week is my last week of teaching so as soon as the assignments are in i am finished, so i dont really have time to eat anyways hahha

xxx