Ok i havent posted on here in ages am really sorry!!
i cheated :( fo 2 weeks i ate everything i liked its terrible, pizzas, sandwiches everything with loads of carbs, i felt so bad eating them, and felt i let everyone down
it started with a reallly bad craving for pizza, i thought ok ill let myelf have 2 slices (which i did) then it was kayleighs hen night 2 days later so i decided to healthy eat till then and enjoy her night, so went for an italian and few drinks, spent every morning saying this was a new day and just couldnt do it
last tue 29th may i started again, and went for a weigh in on the thursday and had managed to stay the same snce i had las seen my cdc which is 13 stone 3lbs i was soooo happy, stuck religously until Tue as it was my 20th birthday, i did have the day off and managed to portion control so i am very very happy :) however yesterday i still had food :( but today i am bk to ss and feeling very confident, hoping to see cdc on Saturday morning and to have stayed the same :) so fingers crossed for me guys :)
update on everything else, i ended what ever i had with davie, i realised he wasnt who i thought he was, i still like Phil he is such a lovely person but i just dont think i am ready for a relationship, i need to concentrate on being happy with myself first, i have started my new job @ barclays and i love it!!! made few new friends too :)
so back to ss and i promise to keep posting from now on :)
oh and this is technically week 5 off my diet and week 6 will start on saturday :)
xxx
