23rd April 2007

Day 3 and I am officially in Ketosis :D first day at uni on the diet and I ss'ed 100% so i am proud of myself, found the water really hard today, defo gonna make up for it tomorrow

Had a bad head all day, but nothing like yesterday, took some paracetemol at lunch and I was fine, bad the mistake of not getting any tetras this week so had to have my first shake at 8 and then couldnt have my other one till i got home at 6, i wasnt hungry in the slightest but i really really wanted food, i went to the kitchen to make my soup and found 6 take away leaflets and a subway discount book, i was sooo temepted but i managed to resist, although looking at the menu, i know i wouldnt have just gone and had one small thing i would have ended up eating 2 subways sandwichs (pig i know) or orderin pizza and fish and chips or somthing, although i couldnt have even eaten it

made broccoli and cheese soup and it was green, i couldnt even look at it, i had 2 mouth fulls and the rest had to go in the bin, so had chicken and mushroom instead, managed to distract myself for the rest of the night with assignments and chattin on msn, all my flatmates were going out last night, but i didnt think i could go and manage with just water yet, i was annoyed at myself for gettin to this size, that i have to do such a severe diet and miss out on things and then they all ordered pizzas and chinese so i stormed off to my room (have to apologise to them tomorrow) it aint their fault that i chose this diet, decided to treat myself and make truffles with my other pack, they were sooo nice, maybe not if u wernt on this diet, cos you could definatly taste the vitamins and minerals but for me they were gorgeous and just what i needed to help me with my cravings for somethin other than liquid

xxx