7th May 2007

its bank holiday monday and i cant go out n drink, oh well always next year when am thin hahahah

got quiet a bit of uni work done, and drank soooooo much water, i had 10 pints i am realy peased with mysel, this weeks aim is to stick to 8-10 pints of water a day, hoping for a big loss of 6lb to get me in the 12 stones section

had such a crap few weeks but hopefully things are improving, although this diet is very very hard i can def feel the benefits i have sooo much more energy i love it

anyone reading this thinkin of starting cd, do it!!!

xxx

6th May 2007

went to see my mam today, my mam, dad n nana n granda all said they can see that i have lost weight n that my skin looks much healthier etc, so i was realy pleased with myself

met verity today :) and her sister adele and they are really nice :) am really glad i met them and hope we can all be good mates :)

met heather my new cdc and she is fab, i really like her, was there for a while, she wasreally chatty and easy to get on with, she weighed me and i have lost 5lb since my last weigh in, but were different scales too, she also measured me, which my old cdc didnt do, and wrote down my weight n measurements on a card to take each time, looking forward to seeing the numbers go down

Had a date with phil tonight, wen for a drink, and i had water , i am sooo proud of myself, had a really nice time, he seems really genuine :)

xxx

5th May 2007

Seen David again today, he is really really nice

had my 3 food packs, but still not doin well with the water :( only had around 4 pints
had some wierd cravings for food today

i wanted :

pizza
cheesy chips n garlic sauce
cheese pastie
chicken n stuffin sandwich
chips n curry sauce
chinese
omlettes

hhahah but i didnt give in, jus kept thinkin of being thin and happy

xxx

4th May 2007

day 13 and a big achievement today!!! i met jonathon in town and went to macdonalds while he had his dinner and i didnt eat a thing, i am sooo pleased with myself, infact i wasnt even tempted, which is strange

had a date tonight with David, he seems really really nice, very different compared to my ex's which can only be a good thing hhahaha, we had such a laugh and got on really well, and then he text me wen he go home to say he had a fab time :) and seeing him again tomorrow :)

realised i havent had a single pack today, which aint good :( cant believe i forgot to feed myself, thats sooo unlike me, didnt even feel hungry

must try harder with the water!!!

xxx

3rd May 2007

Managed to have all my packs today and quite a bit of water

was my aunties funeral, and a few people commented on my weight loss :) and i tried on a size 14 pair of trousers and i could fasten them :) still gonna need to wait a week or 2 before i wear them but they made me feel sooo happy, i havent worn size 14's since school i dont think, determined to stick to cd, i love the results soooo hard but worth it :)

xxx

2nd May 2007

another horrible day, this week has been the week from hell

first there was the ex - bingin - being sick
then i was my nanas inquest into her death :(
then my aunties death yesterday :(
today i got £230 of bank charges to my account, and bank wont allow me to pay it offin instalments, am not even working :(

i also have 16 assignments, 50 hour placement, a journal and a presentation to do by the end of may :(

havent done well with water so far, gonna try and drink loads now

xxx

1st May 2007

Horrible horrible day, found out this morning that my auntie Carol has died, she was very ill with cancer, but i am still in shock, i feel really guilty cos i didnt go and see her in hospital last week cos i decided to do my assignments instead, i feel so horrible

Have done well on diet today, managed 8 pints of water, and i also made some jelly today so was really pleased with myself for that!!! had truffles, tetra and a shake today so quite happy

day 1 on 28 challenge a success :)

xxx

r.i.p auntie Carol