Day 8, and the worst day so far, i am not in the slightest bit hungry and feeling so so guilty about last night's blip :(
seriously considering giving up on cd and switching to sw instead, i know it is'nt the right choice to make, and that i need a 'break from food' in order to sort out my issues but its sooo hard not to eat, its not natural to not have food, having had 19 years of eating what ever food and however much food i want to sticking to 3 shakes a day, it has to be on of the hardest things i will ever do. I know WHEN i manage it i will be soo proud of myself, its just gonna take a lot of time and effort, i have images of what i need to focus on but food is soo tempting, its evil tho!!!
I now realise weekends are my downfall, so although i am looking for a weekday job, i am considering working on a weekend too in order that it will be less time for me to eat, also the extra money can pay off my debts.
bad bad day, looking forward to tomorrow to re-start all positive!!!
xxx
big hugs and love to minimins yas r fab, couldnt do this without yas
xxx
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Good to see you more positive today, hope the day is going well for you.
Me.
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